Well Im back from vacation and I have to say it was not a good one . First of all Saturday was the burial for my friends mom and then Sunday we got a call that my cousin had a stroke and was in a coma and most likey will not come out of it. So the whole first part of the week was in the hospital and on Tuesday we got the call that she had passed away. I really felt bad for my mom this is also the month that my father and grandmother had died five years ago. She even said to me its always in three's Judy Im so scared who is next.

Well today is my last day of work and then Im on vacation. We are not going any were but we want to try to do day trips. Sometime this week my girlfriend wants to go to the Intrepid. And I want to go to little Italy for the Italian feast. We both love going to the city. Plus this weekend Im having some family over for dinner. But just being off of work is better then anything else.

I loved it and can't wait to see it next week. I wonder if he is in love with him?

Ladies why cant you get it in the bowl. Everyday at work there are at least 3 stalls I have to pass up because some one pissed on the bowl. I mean Im a women and I have never missed getting it in the bowl. There are times when they dont even flush. HELLO! So if you are one of these women that have this habit please let me know why and of cause no one will know who you are on here. So feel free to tell us all and maybe someone out there might understand why because I know I never will .

Yesterday I found out my friends mom died. I felt so bad knowing how she must have felt to hear that her mom was gone and you cant do anything about it. I remember when this happened to me I just wanted to hit rewind and make that day go away. I alway remember before losing a parent hearing about someone going threw it and thinking how am I going to handle it. I still have my mom with me and I think about having to go threw it all over again and knowing it will be worse this time because she is all I have left.

Well I have not written in a long time but I'm back. Everything is going well . My plants are drowning with all this rain we are having . Oh yeah I quit smoking and its been two days and I'm going fucken crazy. This is very hard I have to say. I really want it to last and be able to do this.


I never did quit.

WOW

Easter

Well it was just the three of us but my friend Rich came with his partner it was the first time I was meeting him. They only stayed for about two hours. Then we barbecued some steaks. It's was just us so why the big dinner and actually we enjoyed it more. At times its said that we don't have alot of family to share the holidays with. I remember growing up everyone was over at our house but things change. So now we make the best of it

Thank god Sopranos is starting to pick up a bit. I was getting so mad I mean waiting this long and it to suck this bad. And to see a wise guy that is gay this will be funny to see what happens.

Today it's raining and Im feeling lazy. I had all these plans to clean and go shopping. I love weekends in the morning its our time to catch up with each other. And we can be silly and laugh. There are times we lay there talking for two hours or more or just watch a movie under the blankets. Then the dogs start to cry and its time to get up. I have to say life is good when you have a wonderful person to wake up with.

Sayville Movie Theather closing.

I cant believe it. I just hope someone buys it and keeps it as a movie theather. I would hate to see stores put in there. Sometimes I hate change.

Suffolk OKs registry

Wow I had to read it twice then I called my partner and said we are getting married. I already looked up places and what I want us to wear and who I want there. I love it .

This is Shaggy I have to share my bed with plus share my partner with. Now mind you she is 37 years old and this thing gets a kiss every morning before I do something is wrong with this. She even has Shaggy call me at work with this little voice she uses saying mommy it's Shaggy. Even if she is sleeping and I try to take it away from her she will reach for it. But I guess it better to share her with a stuff animal then another women.

These are my babies the poddle the white dog in the pink jacket what a pain in the ass all she does is cry and wants to be held. Now the other one she steal's everyone's hearts. We always say the poddle should live with a rich old lady. Who would love to carry her all over. My other one she'll give you 10 min. of her time then off she goes to her ball.

Spring is here in Sayville but today I heard we might get some snow. And I was just enjoying seeing all the flowers starting to come up. But I have to say Im not looking forward doing my back yard this year. I have let it go for to long that I have doubled my work. But I only have myself to blame. And what's really bad is my partner cant even help me this summer. She had surgery on her knee so I bet she will enjoy watching me bust my ass out there. Well got to go. Blessings to you